Sunday, October 4, 2009
I know my DESTINY!! It is found in my B.I.B.L.E. (:
I live by faith and not by sight!!
I believe it and i'll receive it (:
I have seen God really watching over me through this week. It has been tough because of the exams... the stress... the impatience... the super weird me appears... haha!! (Actually I'm always weird :P)
HAHA!! anyway... I really believe that true love waits and there is someone today that really showed me that it does (: I'll date you in future too... if can lo (: hehe!! JUST KIDDING.... but honestly...
HEEHEE!! Anw... i served today... i tell you wat... my singing went off real bad during the first service... and for second service... i couldn't even hear myself... but PaPa-Heng (who is going NS in 2 days time) said that it was good... so... hahah... believed his words:P anw... i believe that all worship is good and pleasant to God's ears (:
Honestly... i cant believe that exam is gonna be over in 2 days time!! and that we'll be able to go out soon!! PARTY-PARTY o_O... heehee (:
I believe that God has been good... and i'm telling you... HIS LOVE ENDURES FOREVER (:
I'm giving you a free gift of eternal life!! Dont let this gift pass you by... and most of all... It does not include "WHILE STOCKS LAST:P"
heehee!!
Loves..
Ah-the-Belle
*Smileys*
~~~You CAN do all things thru CHRIST who strengthens you!!~~~
HEY HEY Joshua Koh!! Let's go forth and serve with JOY!!
To a special friend:
I'm sorrie that i broke your heart...
I'm sorrie that i left you...
And most of all... I'm sorrie for being a burden to you...
I will always be your friend in need and nothing more...
You'll be free from the agony that you've always had to face...
Honestly, you didn't love me anymore... you were just forcing yourself....
Let your heart tell you what is right...
Most of all... do all you can in your O's... dont let me down... dont let God down...
dont let your family down... down let your friends down...
Have faith, be still and know that God is near...
I believe in Destiny that comes from the LORD (:
Trust and lean not on your own understanding because...
you CANNOT live by what you SEE and FEEL...
I believe that you can do it... so does everyone else...
dont lose faith because you FEEL LIKE IT!!...
as i've always said... i cant assure ur future, but one thing i can assure you is that....
It'll be blessed only if you believe...
U know what is best for you sweetie... dont let Jesus pass you by (:
From here I wish you all the best... and most of all... BE AN IMPACT TO THE WORLD (:
HURRY UP!! Your future is waiting for u (:
and stop womanizing le la... worldly love cannot fill your heart...
be willing to accept a perfect love God can give you.. a LOVE that died for you so that you can have the eternal life in paradise that everyone on earth is trying to achieve but cannot with their works... Though it is difficult to talk to you now... i still wan you to know that I will always cover you with prayers (:
Strength comes from CHRIST And CHRIST alone (:
3:31 AM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
I'm sick and tired of having to scold the Prefects... they are good, but it is just that my expectations of them are too high...
I dont know what to say... neither do i know what to do... Everytime i stand in front of them, they know that i am going to scold them... nag at them or whatsoever....
I reali reali feel very bad Prefects, for having to always shout at you and scolding and nagging at you guys...
I have decided that i am not going to say anything from now on... Shirlee will be leading in giving the instuctions and the scoldings in the morning...
Firstly, i dont wana have to embarrass the Prefects, and most of all... I dont wan them to feel guilty... I wana do my best in being a head Prefect that leads the board well and save the board...
I am the Shepard and this is my flock... My master is the Lord God:)
I pray that you guys will be able to have fun and most of all grow in the Prefectorial Board, that you will rise up to be the leaders you've always wanted to be....
Prefects, be humble and respectful to your peers, seniors and yourselves, do not give up... Dont be like me because this was not wat i had expected to become and wished i hadn't become.
I wish you all the best in the Prefectorial Board, hoping that you will have a good time.:)
~~~I CAN do all Things thru CHRIST who Strengthens ME!!~~~
*Smileys*
Joelle
2:46 AM
Monday, September 14, 2009
I dont know you... but i study when i am stressed....
I try to shun away from all distractions and study Study STUDY!!...
I hate it when people say that i lie when i didnt... the last thing that i wana reali hear is anyone telling me that i am exactly like my dad...
I reali wish i could just shout out and cry my heart out now.... I am reali reali tired... I dont even wana go to school the next day... furthermore even see Mr Gng's face...
Fear has reali reali made me so afraid, like i owe someone a living... It is like I have no life and no freedom like i used to... I am just an ordinary student... I dont like everyone to see me as "THE HEAD PREFECT"... Give me a break would you?... it is tiring enough to even be a good example... And i honestly can tell you that i am not some "GOOD EXAMPLE" that you should follow...
Why follow me or even look up to me when men are imperfect?
You wan the best EXAMPLE TO FOLLOW?... JESUS is the only one... He is Perfect and blameless and does not ever forget, but He LOVES!!....
dont ever ever say i am good until you compare me with Jesus Christ my Lord and Saviour...
My mission: Never Gaining the Acceptance of Men...
I dont need it and i will never need it... because my reward is in Heaven, and till He calls me home, i will not take any praises from any man... I may be charismatic or good at speaking and influencing... by rmb that everything in me comes from the Father Alone...
My strength is in Him... For I am His and He is mine....
4:36 AM
Friday, July 24, 2009
I look so different CAN!! so noob-.-
Finally the part of the struggle of my days have passed... GM IS OVER!!
That is really the best relief of my life:) heehee!! anyway, God is good and we did have some fun at the end of the meeting:)
I pray that God will see the whole prefectorial Board and just reali watch over the excos as we plan for things ahead... :D
I believe prayer is all we ever need:) seriously, i felt so calm and excited for the meeting, not nervous, not shaken.... but just... UNSHAKABLE!! HEEHEE^^
okie... have to go off le:)
Muacks muacks!!
Ah-the-belle
*Smileys* :)
~~~ I CAN REALI do all things through CHRIST who is and will strengthen me:)
8:44 PM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
We once said... "SEE YOU SOON!"
but now we have to say... "OH IT'S YOU AGAIN!! (OH JOY!!)"
HAHA!! just kidding... i think we'll be super happy to meet each other again lo!! haha!!
REally really excited to see you guys alive and well in school again!! Hope you peeps didnt get the flu:P
Honestly, i am really looking forward to more studying... "prefecting"... and "frendsing" haahaa!! Oh man!! 2 more days!! i cant wait... though i wish that the holidaes were extended... cause i very nua now... i also reali reali wana see u peeps again man!!
okieokie... better not stress you up le:P
Btw... I'm from RiverLife Church and I'm FINE!! No worries... i am ANTI-VIRUS... heeeheeee...
Goodnitex :O
Joelle
*Smileys*
~~~ I CAN do all things through CHRIST who strengthens me!! ~~~
8:11 AM
Monday, June 15, 2009
Hey people !!
It's been such a long time that i have posted something:) welll... life of holidays is kinda almost boring... but very different this year...:)
I took up an experiencing job... by tutoring poeple i know who needed help in math:) It seemed quite fun and and very experiential! ahaahah... anyway...
This week is MISSIONS WEEK and most of Hai Sing Cell went back to help out to sort clothings and back them neatly to be shipped to India:) YES!! For the DALITS!!:)
ehhehh... not easy lei:)
Anyway... yupp yupp!! it was fun and exciting and we all had fun...
during lunch... we were all given a load of rice... almost double the portion you mostly eat... hAHA!! in the end we played "zong ji mi ma" to clear all the food... Cavell suggested it and Cavell ate it all !! haha!! He so sway lo!! Twice in the role he got caught la!! He stupid wild guesses:) for me... i just learn how to "cut-half":P
Heehee!! all in all... i'm looking forward to the Hai Sing Cell 2 outing this wed haah!! more posting to come:P SEE YA PEEPS!!
By the Grace of God
Joelle
*Smileys*
@@@ I CAN do all things thru CHRIST who Strengthens ME!!@@@
7:56 AM
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
I was giving tutoring today to Audrea... a very very superbly cute primary 5 girl!! heehee!!
everything was great, we sat beside this 2 guys that were being told off by her mother to give us the seat... hahah... well, that helped!~!
Anyway, we were still continuing to study when another table further into the cafe was just empty. Apparently the guy who was facing me wanted to change his seat while his friend didn't wan2... then he started finding excuses to move...
He said, "Dont you find it noisy around here?
"Well, at least there is light here right?" His friend replied.
"You can't have both light and no noise... look" while pointing towards my direction and the table beside us.
"Well okie... let's move"
OH MY GOSH!! I'm telling you, though he looks a whole lot better than many guys i know, but his attitude sure RICKS!! I cant believe that we bould say such a thing with his super indirect tone and action can!! WaPiang@@! I never knew that there were really such guys present in this world... I though it was only in the drama serials!!
@~@...faint...@~@
Now i reali have got the worst of man!! Who knows... you'll see more such freaking attitudes in time to come... Oh i stared hard at him... shot my eyes... and spoke in my heart... GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!
I knw that it is very bad that i stereotype him and stuff, but i guess a forgiving heart still needs time to forgive... you know... i'm not the perfet God right?
Hais... well
GOD SURE BLESSES HIM!!
3:11 AM
