Tuesday, December 29, 2009
BACK FROM CAMP!!
I cant believe how much the Lord revealed to me during church camp!! i reali reali have no doubts about this the Lord has prepared!! though Ministry time could be more... still... i believe that i should seek the Lord and be consistent in my QT!! It's time i run back to the Lord and seek His face!!
i have not been reading the Bible and at times i just dont see the need to do so... but now that i see that i reali need help in changing my life and my purpose of life even more... i need to seek the Lord for help! Though i have everything planned out neatly and nicely... I need to learn how to obey e Lord and once He says no... that means no!!
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!
9:32 PM
Sunday, December 6, 2009
The worship ministry is something that i would give my life and my future to see it grow and impact the children. And this passion for children also drives me to be excellent for God..
i reali reali dont know what to expect out of joining this ministry... just to be rooted in the Word of God i guess..
i think one thing that reali brings me to wanting to serve more is to hear the kids sing and raising their hands and closing their eyes and reali reali singing from the bottom of their heart!!.. esp those slow and beautiful songs like Amazing Grace or even like today, Lord I give you my heart!! Or even when you see them jumping to the song like NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!
it is reali an encouragement to me that whenever i'm tired, all i have to do is lift everything up to God and give Him all the glory cause i know that i dont live by what i see and feel...
I do have to agree tat i tend to take things for granted and most of all at times do put my feelings in the work that i do... like... i like math so i do math... or even i'm sick of head prefect so im nt going to put in my effort...
I reali dont feeel like it.. but i know it is the right thing to do and so... i believe that i must take a step of boldness to do something that i dont wan to do, but have to do!!
It's sad tat at times you see that the person you love may not be saved of even looking down on you.. but i believe that the Lord has something in mind... and i believe that He'll guide me...
wat jian min said is right.. love is not about sparks... it is not like an adrendalin rush... but it is feeling that stays in your heart and that tells you.. hey hey there... u've got me!!
Honestly... my love for the Lord may not be the all sparks type... there are at times that i dont wana love Him... lyk... LEAVE ME ALONE moments... but i believe that He'll always see me through the rough times :)
@@@ I can ONLY do all things through CHRIST who'll strengthen me!! :)@@@
7:29 AM
