Monday, May 19, 2008
Now this time is not from the same person that did to me earlier, that i have forgive, forget and loved her, just as Jesus did to the Sinners of this World.
i didnt believe it at first but it is so true!!
I know a friend that has been with me from 3 years-old!!!
in church about last year, i was introduced to a girl, a friend and is going thru everything lyk me!! she was great, bt i didnt seem to lyk her at 1st.
She had make up on and i was disturbed by what she did before when i still didnt like her(i will not mention here)... bt now, when she decided to sit with me in HS Cell, i could reali tell that she is serious in God and we even went to the same math tuition class, everything between us turned out great, bt this week.... there she went again...
Haix... bt she did repent, bt i was hit with questions when i tried to protect her from being scolded, cause i saw her praying till her eyes were red. she was panting and she was filled with guilt, i decided to cover for her, i believed her, cause she gained my trust in the previous week.
bt after tat, i was hit with another shocking news tat my "best-friend" has described me as a BITCH!! a betrayer and not trusyworthy to my new friend....
the common terms that i shared with my new best friend was the parent part... we both have parents that are going thru a motion that is totally nt pleasing and we hav an aunt that is supportive and ongoing.... i miss this friend that i have.... bt was disappointed that the words of my "best-friend" came from her mouth...
i wan2 protect u... u know it.... and Eileen, i know everything...
1:58 AM
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
How can this be... im feeling stress to max..... i am planning to quit Youth Ambassadors... but how...Hai Sing Teachers.. if u are reading this can u pls approach to me right on the spot?i reali nid help...Sorrie Mr Surin, Miss Jye and Miss Fa... the whole team is unable to move on anymorethe expectations are too high...the purpose in my life in to Glorify God, and not Man...i believe tat im not up to the standard of being a Youth Ambassadors...Cream of the Crowd.... among the Students... Man that's cool, but it reali is too muchLook at the expectations that u have given us.. as a team... nt just Andy, bt can u see how much effort he is putting in?Being the Leader of the cream of the crowd is nt easy....Leading us is obviously nt easi... Teachers i hope tat if u see this... u may approach me in peace...
7:04 AM