Saturday, April 24, 2010
It's really been a long time since ive updated my blog! Guess blogging is already out of date but even so, i have a blog, so just have to post right? :P
if you have realised, ive not been on facebook for the longest times and i have 80 plus friends pending and waaiting to be my friend... hahha!! i really am fasting and banning myself from going in there is not only to pray and fast but to also prevent me from being distracted by the emotions in facebook... Esp those angry ones or lost ones.. !! haha!!
I've really been staying pure and waiting for the Lord to work in my life. Its have been a really tough time going through so much temptations where i already there are 3 people liking me, but i rejected each and everyone of them.. Im not gonna mention who they are, but i really told them not to wait for me.. Im not worth the wait.
It's not that my self-esteem is low all of a sudden but i think this is the only way that i can do well and concentrate...
The recent 2 sermons that have really been speaking to me were:
1. Staying Pure in a sex craze world.
Honestly, I have to say that i have over stepped a lot of boundaries and it is time that i need to make some! hahah!! so, whoever who is going to be with me.. GET READY!! hahah!!
2. The Lord is my Shepherd.
Yesterday, Elder Freddy Boey preached on Psalm 23:2 "He makes me lie in green pastures, He leads me beside quiet waters" It was about the need to be calm in our lives spiritually.. i have a lot of anxiety and worries and i really really am going to lift it all up to God.. i really really want to get married!! you may call me a despo, but i see it as a gift from God to really want a family that He can use and that can help to glorify His Name. It is really a high calling and it's really a burdern of God in my heart to see His people praising Him!
WOW!! so many things happening in my life and i am still typing here!! haha!!
Okie okie.. Signing off!!
*Smileys*
11:59 PM
